and i wish i could be equipped with the magical gift of being able to convey my thoughts into words.

it's so hard, so very hard.

my thoughts are like mambo-jumbo.
must be the Sickness, must be. =X

i suddenly thought of Saturday's training! (:
though it was just me/ali/vanP/des for j1 trng, it was damn hilarious! initially was dreading training as i was talking to ali cus i thought a 10day hiatus would kill me, physically. got our race events (expected? hah.) and went down after some 3set run. the 3 set run wasnt as bad as i thought it was and it was over in like, 11mins. YAY :D took Bogay (we named our boat, Haha!) down and at first it felt weird. must be the 10day hiatus away from it, must be! after a while it was Alright (: and WHEE! we finished our 16km in less than 2hrs! Hip Hip Hooray! our First time, i hope Coach wld have a better impression of us. (uh. HAHA) there was this sense of satisfaction cus we were the second boat to complete it and i felt that we were more coordinated. (comparing it to the video we took which was HAHAHAHAHA!) did somethingelse+Funtime, which was less tiring than Kallang's. Ali went mad today! ohmyohmy. =X madder than me, imagine that uh. laughed nonstop over the take me away & bar girls joke. plus! des&ali still had actions for the bargirls joke la! HOHO x) and had debrief which uh, made me kinda.. (idontknowwhatwordtouse). somehow through it all, He was only looking at both of us. den he commented smth on my strokes. Hmm okay, IMPROVE! i hope he saw us when we were racing and not easypaddling though. oh well.

have Faith in what you do,
you'll make it through.

; constant reminder. PUSH PUSH PUSH! i'm really thankful for my partner who pushes me on and has the drive (: Whee! and i better coordinate with her so as nt to disappoint both of us. sigh, i'll Try.

there's the unlimited limits i've yet to explore.

i've been having reallyreally weird dreams recently it bothers me. ): -shrugs. it's really morbid and somehow, i'm able to remember details of it the next morning. it's pretty odd too, some of the characters in the dream. wait, it's not a dream, it's a.. nightmare. aiyah whatever man, i think i shld just shrug it aside and carry on with life. (:

what optimism!

what else can i say?

and with blocked ears& stuffy nose& horrible throat,
Goodbye (: